M.i.m.m.i

I hurt myself today
To see if I could still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that is real
the needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it away
But i remember everything

What have i become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will hurt you

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way